In my dream. It was a stingray just as in the case of Steve Irwin. I think it was because of his case… Well, i feared i would die, but i didn’t. I don’t know why. It’s so fearful to die in your dream. I mean, only in your dream.

Once, quite long ago i died in my dream… I don’t really remember it though. It was really an experience for sure.

The really interesting thing about tonight’s event was that in the morning my chest really hurt a bit. I was like WTF for a few moments when i realised it was aching yesterday too. That few moments won’t be easy to forget =).

Today i was trying to make a usable layout for the next blog version, but failed. There were two cases: either i didn’t like it or i just couldn’t make it. Sucks.

I think i’ll rather add a dozen pages to DB. See ya.

I still have 23 pages to write O_o… OK then, i’ll write when i’m finished. Until then, my Winamp’s on, i listen to only Paradise Lost today (and yesterday too, btw). You can tune in using SHOUTcast.

Edit 22:33

Finished.

I am a bit surprised to see that school really occupies me almost totally these days. Don’t except any site updates neither today nor tomorrow, because i simply don’t have time for it, as i have to write a twenty-five page history project for tomorrow (i have to send it in in email, so i can finish it tomorrow). Sorry for that (thus the title).

But the gomen part ends here.

I want to talk about my writing experiences. About a month ago, i started reading a book about asian cultures. The first chapter is about their love for Moon (that i can totally understand – i mean, their love). Also, a month ago one of my best friends told me how she was writing poems – i knew some were doing this, but that talk and the full moon that was up on the sky then inspired me to write too. And i did so. They were not really good thogh… what would you except on first try? I won’t publish them. Don’t ask for it.

Then i though how strange it was that i wrote poems… Then i didn’t do anymore. But not so long ago it was full moon again, and i had to write poems again. Strange. I realised it was connected with the moon and possibly with that book i read.

So when the full moon was not full anymore, i thought it got suspended, but then… Yesterday i looked out of the window, and saw the half moon. Wrote a poem almost immediately. Then today, walking up a stairway… and again. Strange.

That’s your doing, ThElfin!

It was like in Bleach, how Chad and Inoue got changed by the immense spirit force of Ichigo. I got changed by the spirit force of ThElfin! O_o…

I have some plans for the future. OK, that sounded very general, but now i mean plans that may concern you. I’ll only list plans here that have even a slight chance of being really accomplished…

• move the valerauko.net domain to godaddy. You won’t see anything of this, it’ll only be cheaper for me
• make serious scripting updates to Digimon Backup. You’ll see much of this as you’ll get new services such as the gallery or downloads.
• learn more and more japanese. Only you reading this blog often will read the results of this as i’ll presumably write some posts in japanese – or occasionally maybe even in german
• make a new version of the blog. It’ll use massive amounts of AJAX and other trendy web-techs, also will have a new layout and some other changes you’ll only know about when you see them online. I don’t want to say something silly so i think i may create that new version before sometime next spring. Well yeah, i’m a bit busy nowadays. And i don’t want to say that i’ll do it by next week and then two months later you’ll still see the current version…

I think that’d be all i could think of now, except downloading new anime series, getting a dvd burner and such.

Not so long ago, on a really boring lesson i found some signs of an old cipher i started creating a few years ago. That old one was based on my really fast handwriting, but it was really easy to figure out.

But now i created a new one, with quite unique symbols – only a few are borrowed from existing alphabets, those mainly from ancient greek.

So far noone was able to figure out its letters, which means i did a good job. I refined it a lot today, and i think it’s close to finishing.

I haven’t thought of any possible use for it except writing letters in it – i don’t think i could have the patience to create a font so it could be used on pc. Now i wrote it i realised that it wouldn’t be safe at all on pc… Then i’d rather use base64 encoding or whatever…

Today i worked on Digimon Backup pages, but did not upload much, rather fixed some back-end things like the random digimon or latest pages.

I also fixed the spam filter for the blog and did a change in the encoding – you won’t see much change of that, it simply looks better for me.

I don’t have many things to write now, and the digimon episodes still haven’t downloaded, so i think i’ll leave now and read some books.

Full moon is one of the greatest and most known symbols of the Asian cultures. In addition to its many natural effects, it also changes the thinking and underconscience of humans.

I realised that i have a much higher creative potential when it’s around time of the full moon… i only write poems at such times, hardly ever else.

Not to mention it’s beautiful. I can sit in the window watching it dozing off and wondering things i haven’t ever thought about before.

I also am more communicative and open, harder to tire… Could stay on for much longer and lack sleep less. Oh, and i mostly dream only at full moon. No idea why, but it’s enough for me for sure, considering how crazy dreams i see…

So, as a summary: full moon is a great thing. I want to make a photo once with a blue lotus on the water in the night, with the full moon reflecting on the water near it. Would be great, desu ne?