Anyone who knows me know well that i don’t exactly like kids – funnier people claimed i’m pedophob (so i can’t stand kids), but that’s not exactly true. I just have to get used to them just as to older people. I won’t (and i doubt many would) start an in depth conversation with a virtually unknown person – starting playing and such with a little child is like that for me.

Although it’s like that, and many joke with that on me, but when i grow up and will have some girl crazy enough to pair me on my side i’d like kids, and not neccessarily only one. Rather more. Sure that also depends on my pair, but i always dreamed of a big family (at least as big as the one i’m born into) – but dreams are not always fulfilled.

Well, i’ll be leaving by 11am now for a week, so you shouldn’t expect any updates in that period. Though i may find a way to post, it’s very unlikely.

I still have to pack and everything, so… see you in a week!

It’s so cool that more and more people are applying for hosting at my space. If i count right there’s already 8 people hosted. I’m happy =).

Anyway, tomorrow i’ll leave for a week once again – thus the title “Ugh”. Not as if i didn’t want to go, because i want, just i realised that by the time i arrive home, it’ll already be august, so only a month of the summer break remains. That sucks. Especially that the warmest month remains… And i still have to finish a couple of very complicated projects, have to learn Pascal (i mean the programming language)… Man, what have i been doing in the past two months? It seems as nothing…

Yesterday i finished two more sudoku squares – with these, the number of games i completed rose to four =). I know, i’m not a grand master, and i can never finish the harder ones, but i always try. It’s such a fun game.

In addition, i found a website where i can play it online… bye-bye, work hours!

I got back my digital camera, and already made some photos – you’ll see more of that in the next post. OK, i got it back a pretty while ago, but i didn’t have any time nor fancy for picking it up and going round making photos.

I also found a good source to start learning spanish from – well yeah, i pile on the fun, i want to learn that too in addition to japanese. As of now, it does not seem too hard, though i haven’t seen virtually anything of it.

Furthermore, i grouped my IM contacts into two groups – in the first group are the one i would speak to anytime – in the other are people i wouldn’t normally start a conversation with. There are 22 person in the first, and 65 in the second group.

I need to quickly do both my today posts because my really little brother will soon go to sleep, and after that i rather turn the computer off. Either way, by my dad’s views it’s already too late to sit here “hitting those damn buttons” (free translation =)).

My plans for the rest of today: get a chair, bring it out to my balcony and sit there reading and starring at the sky. I just fear i won’t be able to do it for long, because i need a light to read, and all insects around will gather there…

This weekend passed making me bear a gigantic amount of boredom. Though i used many kinds of methods to avoid it, like books, magazines, coding and such, it still caused some trouble in the mornings when i had no energy to do anything. For sports the weather is either too hot or too cold, so now i’ll turn to my very last weapon: friends =). Will be back later tonight.