Month: September 2007

Bitterness and joy.

Somehow i’m happy that i’m not hunted by a Ludovician, but if i may still happen to be running away from one sometime in the future, i hope it’ll eat me as quickly as it can. Still, everything would be better than slowly losing my memories, and with them, myself. On the other hand, some humans also possess the ability to turn people into someone else. Those are dangerous ones, as they are totally concealed by their human outfit, still they are… something more. Or not? Dunno. I’m talking strange again, nay? I hate to be played around with. Really. So please, be so kind and decide, you who have something to decide in relation to me. Thanks.

By the way, the Ludovician is the idea of Steven Hall, playing an important role in The raw shark texts, the book i’m reading now.


Cifra

Reggel fél hét körül (egész pontosan 6:26-kor, megnéztem a telefonomon), a sportcsarnok építkezésén bekapcsolták a légkalapácsot. Szombat reggel. Igencsak cifra káromkodást küldtem utánuk, csak az volt az egy szerencséjük, hogy 10-15 perc után befejezték, úgyhogy vissza tudtam aludni.


Surreal

Right now i was standing in front of the balcon door, staring outside into the darkness. I was drinking water, from a 1.5 litre pet bottle. I was standing only in shorts, as i’m heading now to the baths. Just so that you know my circumstances. Outside, the clouds’ edge were glittering with the sunshine, giving their dark silhouettes bright borders. And then, as i looked over towards the street, i saw a street light shimmering across the foliage of the bushes in front of the house. The real thing came after that: somehow i focused back to the glass of the door, thus realising that that light shone exactly where my eye’s reflection was on the glass. Just as if i were some otherworldly creature, in a human’s body. Or something like that. But it really felt demonic, my face transparently reflected by the glass and that light shining bright where my eye should’ve been. Who knows?