Sorry from all that wait for some job to be done by me… I haven’t worked a single bit since saturday. To tell something opposing that, i started teaching the basics of web-xing (where x stands for coding, designing and such) to my little brother (he isn’t literally my little brother, but the son of my brother, but i don’t know the correct word for that =)). Slow learner, so to say.

Also, the word in the title played a great role why i have not done anything serious. Or at least nothing that concerns my jobs. Sure, i spent 6 hours in the library learning japanese today (i’m a fool), but at least i completed a whole lection. That’s something, in a single day, i think. What i learned… practiced adjective conjugation for about 4 pages in my notebook, read the 3-page reading practice of the lecture, learned about the positioning words (top, left, right, bottom, front, back etc), the difference of wa and ga (i already wrote about that long ago, when i first read about it), and started the practices for these (about 3-4 pages again, only one done yet).

And i’m really tired nowadays afternoons. That’s the result of living more active during the day… Still i pull it out until eleven o’night, reading and such… Right now it’s the foucault’s pendulum by umberto eco. Love it. Also am planning to write a thought-flow thing, if i continously fail writing writings with story longer than 10 pages…

Just finished typing in some writing of my father, and now i don’t have any power to get now on high speed and do some complicated coding… I think I will now leave the computer alone, turn music loud and go read something interesting (right now it would be The Sirens of Titan by Vonnegut) or practice japanese. I copied out a couple of exercises when i last got my hands on the book, so i wouldn’t need sitting in front of this flashing cube…

It wouldn’t be like this if it wasn’t friday. But now everyone else’s in town getting drunk, so i have no one on any IM networks i could have a nice talk with. That’s a negative thing in fridays. Don’t ask why I’m not there too… I’ll answer anyway =). There is no one right now to go with or a nice company to join. My friends are all off now =)… doesn’t matter, next saturday there will be party…

Still not the thing i plan to write about for a while… Right now i want to write about the moon. I was walking home a few minutes ago, then i saw the moon rising from behind the mountains. Last time i saw the full moon, it was icy-white and had really cold light behind a thin layer of clouds. But now… It was Hellsing-ish. Really. Almost red, rising slowly, pouring its maddening dark light on earth through the slices on the black, thick clouds. It’s really nice. I wish i had my camera with me, i’d have at least tried catching that minute. I think if any time, then tonight would be the night when vampires stroll the streets haunting the late-night travellers.

Also, somewhere in Britain high level vampires battle each other. Oh, that’s Hellsing, ain’t it? Sorry =)

For me this look of the moon is very nice and interesting, but those who are scaredy-cats (thanks for this word of the dattebayo naruto fansubs) should rather put their pillows on their head and tremble sleeplessly.

(The title of this post comes from a Sentenced song‘s title.)