For some unknown reason i want to write, write, post, read, correct, post, read, etc… Dunno, maybe i’ll die this night and i know that somewhere subconsciously and want to leave some great mark on the world… Who knows. Still, this very moment, writing to my beloved blog, listening to Beethoven’s Eroica symphony (it’s the third), planning my future, i’m happy as rarely. Tired, may cross as a bear (found this phrase in a dictionary so might not be the correct use), but happy. Yeah, that’s it. Lucky i’m not Goethe’s Faust who had to die when he felt happy. Or maybe i am, and that’s why i wanna write so much?

OK, i’m ending this. Gonna learn a bit (a big bit) of Japanese, and then read Svejk (yeah, i’m ashamed i haven’t finished it yet, but i didn’t have much time for it, i have to read it before going to sleep, late night). I wanna get some Vonnegut books from the library, so that’ll be my programme for tommorow afternoon.

Good night, have fun and be good, if you can!

I’m fed up with this. Opera quit after i typed half of this post without a warning or anything. Damnit. Now i’ve to do it again. I’ll be more careful and do a ctrl-c after each very sentence.

So. I was planning to say that today i was working on an admin plugin for vBlog, with that preparing it to be published and downloadable via vScript, a thing that i want to do with the vWrite and vStream engines also. It won’t be neither easy nor hard to do the public release since i always have the thought “i should write this faster/nicer/better, coz it’s gonna be released once upon a time!” in the back of my mind while doing these works.

I wish there were more and cheaper gigs this summer than last year, coz i wanna go to as many as i can afford. Currently i’m thinking about buying a ticket for the guns’n’roses concert in a few weeks, but the only problem with that is it’s high price – at least it’s high for me.

This month i’ll go either that GNR or the Tankcsapda a few days later, but i wanna go to at least one of them (i can’t afford both, sadly…). In june i plan on going to the Sisters of Mercy, or the Korn if i became rich suddenly.

Now i try to post this writing once again, hoping for success…

to be honest, i never planned on writing a diary, and i always thought that if i confide my thoughts and secrets in something that can’t guard them then prescious parts of myself would be defenseless against anything. Still i’m here,writing this blog, feeling remorse every time i only post once a day, and such…

This may not be a bad thing after all =).

Yesterday i’ve been to the Sakura Party, kind of an anime meeting, it was really good, fun and everything. I only got a few calligraphy drawings i did in a workshop, coz everything else (body painting, manga books, DVDs, etc) was extremely expensive compared to my money… So i didn’t buy anything just enjoyed the place, the presentations, the AMVs, the movie (YuYuHakusho movie 2), it’s been great. Maybe i wanna go to the Anime Con on Miskolc in June? Maybe… Dunno if it’s worth the travelling…

Also there is the Nova Rock festival i wanna go to, in june, in Austria, but it’s very expensive (26000 Ft), so i don’t think i could afford it… I’ll have to do with the GnR gig on Budapest if i can get a ticket somewhere, coz i heard it’s sold out (hope it’s not true).

I did most of the rest of vDesign today (only the background music is to be done), did vSelf, and decided to finish vStream ASAP (haven’t worked on it today, though).

I’ve to go now, wishing you all a good night and nice dreams!

Today i created the layout for vDesign, and tomorrow i’ll put up the contents and the background music.

Sure only after i arrived home from the Sakura party that’ll be held in the Millenáris, Budapest. It’ll be much fun i hope. So see you tomorrow. Good night!

I was thinking about lots of things, made plans, dreamed concepts and designs for future sites and other things… I am planning to make a serious site (for free naturally), also to don’t overstress myself.

So in the name of the last point, i’m now leaving my computer (for today), and wish all readers good night and nice dreams.