Why is that, when one’s physically exhausted, his way of thinking changes too? Is this where the great philosophers’ idea of the separated mind and body crashes to dust? To be honest, i don’t quite care about anything, and thus even such matters now, i’d only want to talk with someone i consider my friend, but naturally now not one of them is available, so my only resolution is to do some training, have a shower and go to sleep after eating some fruit. I’m interested, what will tomorrow bring along.

In one of my favourite movies, Monty Python’s Life of Brian, the ending scene has a really good song. But later about that. How i arrived here? I simply can’t get it how can people feel low when it’s summer and everyone should be happy and cheerful, going out partying with friends, or working till you suffocate in your sweat, but still, smiling… Or am i only crazy? Can be, since i know quite well that there are times when i also feel down, but i try to avoid them (i think this is natural), and at least force myself to cheer up. Yeah, word by word. The best method for that is watching anime. At least for me. Even if it’s something deep and gloomy like Haibane Renmei, still it can kind of erase my own gloomy thoughts. And also, if the Pythons say something, it must be so. And thus: “Always look on the bright side of life!” – even though “Life’s a piece of shit, if you look at it…” – but be happy. Don’t know the movie? No matter.

I felt like writing a post, but since i have no idea of what about, this’ll be just a meaningless mess of text, as usual. I’ve been swimming so i’m really tired now, had diner, so i think i’ll shut down my body’s operating system called conscience, or in other words, i’ll go to sleep. As it’s quite much improbable that i could fall into the realm of dreams quickly, i think i’ll dig deep into my spiritual self (i didn’t want to write “myself”, or the ero-kuns out there may misunderstand) and do a nice sophia session (as philosopher is out of φίλος philos (friend) and σοφία sophia (wisdom), thus becoming “friend of wisdom”)… it’s been a while since i last had one. See you tomorrow.