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The disappearance of…

A mistaken rm -r and so disappeared half of my documents folder. Luckily i had lots of junk in the early letters, so only my backups and received files (folder name also started with “b”) are gone—and probably a bunch of files i will never miss (now i recall, probably all my never-used Photoshop brushes as well, but i have the raw downloads of those). So now my first way is to the phpMyAdmin of valerauko.net and backup my database. I really wouldn’t like it if my blog contents disappeared just how they already did once three years ago.

Also, tomorrow i’m going to “disappear” in the morning, because we’re heading for Tokyo. We, meaning a bunch of us living around this region west of the Biwa lake, Gifu, Nagoya, Hikone… The EEM provides me the cheap methods for travel, though of course it won’t be nowhere as fast as going by shinkansen.

My linux is complete as well. The only thing left is to change the minor details of appearance, such as menu font size and the like, to my tastes. The defaults are a bit too big, taking up too much of the not-so-big laptop screen. I started using all four desktop workplaces as well, the first being for browsing and such, the second for instant messengers, the third always has a sudo’d terminal open fullscreen and the torrent client is running in the fourth. I really will be going under Windows only for playing and browser testing.


Block

This afternoon my internet provider managed to scare me pretty well. I was trying various benefits of the linux environment (ssh and stuff), when suddenly i was no longer able to access valerauko.net—nor any of the other websites that share the same ip address. After asking around if it’s accessible for others and checking Google Translate (it works server-side, thus even if an address is blocked from me, i can “translate” it and see the contents–true it doesn’t really work with logins), i had to realize that the university router apparently blocked my website for no reason. (At least not one i could figure.) For a while, i didn’t bother, just looked for a web ftp, because i wanted to quickly fix a layout bug in the blog. But i forgot my ftp pass. So i installed Wine, and tried connecting with Total Commander. It didn’t work. Then i extracted my pass from the Total Commander ftp memory, and using that i managed to finally connect via a web ftp and fix the bug.

Then, i started working on how to actually access my own website. It became obvious that i have no control whatsoever over the router, and also there’s nothing else blocked (even though my torrent client is running non-stop for Stargate SG-1). I had to go with a proxy, but i only know one: the servers of my home university. Luckily they didn’t erase my access codes, so using that and help from Shamalt i was able to route my browser through there. Ironically, as soon as i managed to do that, out of nowhere i was able to access valerauko.net without using the proxy as well. Work for nothing. Well, at least i know how to do it, now. Had i been trying to do this from Windows, i couldn’t have, i’m sure of it.


Starbucks Sumatra Mandheling

After using the last bits of my Sumatra coffee, i rushed off to buy one of the limited ones: first Sumatra Mandheling. It’s really nice. Soft. Kind of reminds me of the spirit made out of paprika that a classmate of mine brought along to one of the highschool class trips. It was damn hot, i could still recall the feeling. Now, in case of the Mandheling, it’s only the flavor. Although the coffee is being sold as extra-bold, it’s nowhere as bold as the “normal” Sumatra coffee or an Italian blend. It’s surely not light, but it’s very soft, and warm. It feels serious, something that you would imagine for a meeting of governments discussing a war situation. It tastes red and hot, but without actually being that spicy hot. Also, it smells very nice, foreshadowing its taste.

I really will be interested to try out the other three new Sumatra coffees as well.


The Lucid Lynx

Today i downloaded and installed the most recent version of Ubuntu. For those unfamiliar with the word, Ubuntu is the linux distribution often labelled as the one easiest to use. Probably it’s right, but still linux is linux. Here you have to sudo to install the mp3 codecs, in exchange you don’t have to worry about security. I still recall how long i looked for a usable firewall for linux, but then rather gave up… I hope the university router will protect me for most of the time now. Also, it only takes typing in the search box to find and install most programs i’d ever want to use–in case they weren’t preinstalled (examples of such: Mozilla’s Thunderbird mailing client, Pidgin, VLC, GIMP, Azureus (still not used to calling it Vuze), SciTE, the Apache server and PHP for it, just to name the most important).

Thus from now on i’ll be mostly hanging on linux instead of Windows. I say “most of the time”, because as you can guess, i’ll still be going under Microsoft’s oft-cursed operating system to edit images (Fireworks) and to play (Warcraft). And, to test my designs on Windows browsers as well (couldn’t find Safari for linux, though i’m not surprised, it’s the Internet Explorer of the next generation).

I’m really happy with this system for now, though there are a bunch of stuff i’ll have to tweak for my own taste–as expected. My drives, although mounted, do not show up in “Computer”, for one, no volume control icon, for two, and i’ll write a quick script with which i’ll be able to ping last.fm about my listening to an internet radio. They don’t support that by default, so i’ll be doing it manually. It’ll be interesting to do shell scripting again, after more than a year…

Also, lynxes and big cats of their kind are simply cool. And this one’s lucid too.


My name

Recently i was asked many times about my names. For a very long time now, online i’ve only used valerauko and its variants. Where does it come from?


Relief

Tomorrow the scholarship will come, at least it’s supposed to, saving me. I’ll start with buying a pan for making pancakes and a new pack of coffee, because i’m running out of it (again). Saturday i plan to head for Tokyo, meet up with friends during the weekend and come back sunday or monday. One thing sure: i’ll buy myself as much cheese as possible, because nowhere around here could i find cheese in normal price range and amount, and i need a lot. One block of cheese usually lasts 1-2 months, depending on how many times i have dinner, and whether i use it for cooking as well (for pasta, pizza and stuff).

Other than that, going to Tokyo, i have absolutely no plans for this one and a half weeks of break. I will probably go to Osaka once, go on to Kobe, probably Nagoya as well, just to see the surroundings. I’ve already been to Kyoto twice (true, Osaka once as well), but i may go back again for more sightseeing. I really want to spend my time well. Also, with the EEM (Eastern European Method), i can travel by train quite cheap, as long as i don’t need to change lines too much.

I also hope i’ll get my credit card soon, and then… well. We’ll see.


The geek

Tomorrow the new Ubuntu LTS will be released. It’s at L already, this release is called, or will be called, or whatever, Lucid Lynx. (I still remember how “funny” it was when i asked my english teacher at the exam preparation class what the “dapper” of Dapper Drake means… no idea why, though.) I can’t wait to try it out. My laptop is quite old, and it’s really funny how everyone’s surprised that i’m still using XP. At first i didn’t get what’s the problem with it, then i realised that XP was released a decade ago… True, but. In my eyes Vista doesn’t count as an operating system, and i just don’t like the way 7 looks, so i had no temptation to try it out. Also, i tweaked my XP quite well. But truth is, it’s getting slow. Although with Ubuntu i’m confident my machine will still be sufficiently fast, i can foresee the purchase of a new laptop this year. The only problem is i either have to buy it online or when i go home, because i have no intentions to suffer with a japanese language os. Nor their keyboard layout (it’s a nightmare). I will get a laptop, neither a desktop or a netbook, because laptops have what i need: mobility, decent screen size and basic gaming capabilities (i will play StarCraft 2 for sure, if nothing else until WarCraft 4).


The meaning of Liff

When i happen to be in the mood to think about such matters, i soon end up with wondering about the meaning of life. A while ago a friend took a facebook personality quiz and i dared to say the results use the typical technique of saying big and very general phrases that yet will make anyone feel like it’s about themselves. Actually this matter is discussed on the very first page of the book on persuasion and critical thought i’m reading. (The conversation is really important. I made my comment, was labelled sceptical, went cynic and suggested trying to find out the meaning of life in a facebook quiz, a response with the said person’s “meaning of life”, which i countered as being a way to live, not the meaning, then the friend said it’s the same.)

I’m sceptical, that’s probably true. I don’t consider myself strong or exceptional, so if i can debunk something it’s simply not good enough.


A Jack of All Trades

In Neil Gaiman’s Graveyard Book the Jacks play a significant role. I’m not a native english speaker so i didn’t know that this “Jack of all trades” is a phrase quite famous, indicating someone who is a jack (man) of all trades, but master of none. I’m wondering if i could actually become master of any. Master, as in top. Or will i, do i have to embrace the fact that i’m just an average human being?

It’s one thing i’m aware of that, and another is that i accept it. I don’t plan to.

I obviously can’t be a master of any trade. There are always people better than me in all fields, people who sacrifice most else to excel in one field—and i’m not one of those. I never liked the idea of specialization, in rpg games i always suffered for every level because i was building warmages, capable of dealing decent damage and also casting powerful spells, instead of a specialized mage or warrior. I don’t really have a special talent in any field either, nor the discipline to do sacrifices to win over those who have talents. Instead of becoming a short-sighted scientist, i want to become someone who can at least see what’s going on in general. I don’t want to be the doctor laureate who doesn’t know where Laos is.

I think, now, totally dazed by sleepiness, that i’d rather be a jack of all trades, than a master of none. (Play on the original phrase, hell yeah.)


Hungry

I did my weekly shopping today, i won’t hopefully need to buy anything for a couple of days now. Well, at least until friday. Friday is when the monthly scholarship comes and will save me from going bankrupt. My account balance is a whole 1200 yen right now, with about the same in my pocket. Really reassuring.

The weather is totally cheerful by the way. My poor umbrella was half-broken by the wind this one day more times than all my previous umbrellas altogether. It’s blowing so hard that sometimes it blows in through the aircon (yet, the weather websites claim there’s no exceptionally strong wind or rain here, nice job guys).

The classes today, or rather classes in general, can be divided into three groups: the classes which are meaningless and/or boring (most are such), the classes where it’s more or less impossible to follow the teacher’s train of thought (information society) let alone take notes (marketing), and the classes which worth something (bookkeeping, japanese).

At least i got home around seven. I had a fascinating (not) math class as last, till way too late. Considering that i only ate my pasta-bento since morn, which means seven hours since my last meal not counting my last cookie from home, i’m kind of starving. Turning into a hobbit or what.