Recently i was asked many times about my names. For a very long time now, online i’ve only used valerauko and its variants. Where does it come from?
Relief
Tomorrow the scholarship will come, at least it’s supposed to, saving me. I’ll start with buying a pan for making pancakes and a new pack of coffee, because i’m running out of it (again). Saturday i plan to head for Tokyo, meet up with friends during the weekend and come back sunday or monday. One thing sure: i’ll buy myself as much cheese as possible, because nowhere around here could i find cheese in normal price range and amount, and i need a lot. One block of cheese usually lasts 1-2 months, depending on how many times i have dinner, and whether i use it for cooking as well (for pasta, pizza and stuff).
Other than that, going to Tokyo, i have absolutely no plans for this one and a half weeks of break. I will probably go to Osaka once, go on to Kobe, probably Nagoya as well, just to see the surroundings. I’ve already been to Kyoto twice (true, Osaka once as well), but i may go back again for more sightseeing. I really want to spend my time well. Also, with the EEM (Eastern European Method), i can travel by train quite cheap, as long as i don’t need to change lines too much.
I also hope i’ll get my credit card soon, and then… well. We’ll see.
The geek
Tomorrow the new Ubuntu LTS will be released. It’s at L already, this release is called, or will be called, or whatever, Lucid Lynx. (I still remember how “funny” it was when i asked my english teacher at the exam preparation class what the “dapper” of Dapper Drake means… no idea why, though.) I can’t wait to try it out. My laptop is quite old, and it’s really funny how everyone’s surprised that i’m still using XP. At first i didn’t get what’s the problem with it, then i realised that XP was released a decade ago… True, but. In my eyes Vista doesn’t count as an operating system, and i just don’t like the way 7 looks, so i had no temptation to try it out. Also, i tweaked my XP quite well. But truth is, it’s getting slow. Although with Ubuntu i’m confident my machine will still be sufficiently fast, i can foresee the purchase of a new laptop this year. The only problem is i either have to buy it online or when i go home, because i have no intentions to suffer with a japanese language os. Nor their keyboard layout (it’s a nightmare). I will get a laptop, neither a desktop or a netbook, because laptops have what i need: mobility, decent screen size and basic gaming capabilities (i will play StarCraft 2 for sure, if nothing else until WarCraft 4).
The meaning of Liff
When i happen to be in the mood to think about such matters, i soon end up with wondering about the meaning of life. A while ago a friend took a facebook personality quiz and i dared to say the results use the typical technique of saying big and very general phrases that yet will make anyone feel like it’s about themselves. Actually this matter is discussed on the very first page of the book on persuasion and critical thought i’m reading. (The conversation is really important. I made my comment, was labelled sceptical, went cynic and suggested trying to find out the meaning of life in a facebook quiz, a response with the said person’s “meaning of life”, which i countered as being a way to live, not the meaning, then the friend said it’s the same.)
I’m sceptical, that’s probably true. I don’t consider myself strong or exceptional, so if i can debunk something it’s simply not good enough.
A Jack of All Trades
In Neil Gaiman’s Graveyard Book the Jacks play a significant role. I’m not a native english speaker so i didn’t know that this “Jack of all trades” is a phrase quite famous, indicating someone who is a jack (man) of all trades, but master of none. I’m wondering if i could actually become master of any. Master, as in top. Or will i, do i have to embrace the fact that i’m just an average human being?
It’s one thing i’m aware of that, and another is that i accept it. I don’t plan to.
I obviously can’t be a master of any trade. There are always people better than me in all fields, people who sacrifice most else to excel in one field—and i’m not one of those. I never liked the idea of specialization, in rpg games i always suffered for every level because i was building warmages, capable of dealing decent damage and also casting powerful spells, instead of a specialized mage or warrior. I don’t really have a special talent in any field either, nor the discipline to do sacrifices to win over those who have talents. Instead of becoming a short-sighted scientist, i want to become someone who can at least see what’s going on in general. I don’t want to be the doctor laureate who doesn’t know where Laos is.
I think, now, totally dazed by sleepiness, that i’d rather be a jack of all trades, than a master of none. (Play on the original phrase, hell yeah.)
Hungry
I did my weekly shopping today, i won’t hopefully need to buy anything for a couple of days now. Well, at least until friday. Friday is when the monthly scholarship comes and will save me from going bankrupt. My account balance is a whole 1200 yen right now, with about the same in my pocket. Really reassuring.
The weather is totally cheerful by the way. My poor umbrella was half-broken by the wind this one day more times than all my previous umbrellas altogether. It’s blowing so hard that sometimes it blows in through the aircon (yet, the weather websites claim there’s no exceptionally strong wind or rain here, nice job guys).
The classes today, or rather classes in general, can be divided into three groups: the classes which are meaningless and/or boring (most are such), the classes where it’s more or less impossible to follow the teacher’s train of thought (information society) let alone take notes (marketing), and the classes which worth something (bookkeeping, japanese).
At least i got home around seven. I had a fascinating (not) math class as last, till way too late. Considering that i only ate my pasta-bento since morn, which means seven hours since my last meal not counting my last cookie from home, i’m kind of starving. Turning into a hobbit or what.
(Very) long walk
After i read the Evangelion manga (after arriving to Hikone and taking a walk around town), i got bored and decided to go for another walk. This time i had some target, i wanted to find the famed Sukiya of the town. I managed to, had a cheese don, but it was quite adventurous. First, i headed out at half past nine, quite dark, and a small town like this, on a rainy sunday night, is totally deserted and silent. I could say i got lost, but let’s just put it like i was discovering a new place. I walked kind of all the way to the next station (Hikone south), though i didn’t realise this that time.
I’ve seen a great bunch of shops (Daikichi instead of Sankichi) and stuff, so i get the feeling i won’t be lacking much other than luxury and computers (both i’d buy elsewhere anyway), once i will have money for anything but life, since i’m already on a quite tight budget, and i will have to manage surviving till the next scholarship while paying all the entrance and books and stuff for the university, which will cost a few Yukichi, i’m afraid.
Friday
Woke up around nine, constantly fell back asleep until noon, managed to get up, and headed off for Asakusa. I’ve been there one before by bike, but that time i didn’t really have time for sightseeing, just bought souvenirs for home people and hurried home. This time i got there in a normal time, and what’s a big difference, by train (after having a good sandwich and a very 薄い (weak?) coffee in a coffee shop the name of which i always read “Outdoor”). I had a bit of trouble finding Kaminarimon, thanks to totally clear road signs, but i got there, rushed past the souvenir stands before i get tempted to buy some useless junk, and headed for the temple. Made a bunch of photos, managed to scare a japanese family by asking them how to read the name of a saint or god or however those things are called, and was asked by a spanish(speaking) family to let the kids take a photo with me. I’ve seen and heard a monk chant a mantra, one that i actually know from a japanese traditional music collection i got from someone.
After that i met up with the others at Shibuya, had thai “lunch”, and went for karaoke until ten. That’s my today. Maybe after shower i’ll play a dota in my room against the computer. Or just go to sleep early and actually go to the Tsukiji fish market tomorrow morning…
Shinjuku area, first impressions
Earlier i hardly came to Shinjuku, reason for which is that Shibuya was (is) much more friendly, everything is easy to find there, and it has a y in its name, which is cool. I had no idea what kind of place my hotel will be in for this three days, but it turned out to be quite nice. It’s a bit difficult to navigate in the tiny streets surrounding it, but i managed to find it thanks to online maps.
I arrived, dropped my stuff, went for an atm, because you have to pay in advance, had a bit tasteless curry lunch at a nearby indian restaurant watching the Osaka sumo championship (i think Osaka, i guess championship), turned on music and had a “little nap”. That was around four pm, and i got up at around ten. Not the best thing, because though i have slept four hours altogether in the past few days, now i’m sure i won’t be sleeping anytime soon, although it’s already over midnight. And i went for a walk.
Already when i arrived it was apparent that this is some kind of korean district. All the shops have signs in korean as well, every restaurant is either korean or yakiniku (with the exception of three thai restaurants), which is probably also for koreans, and even the hotel has all the information and signs in korean too. I found a Don Quijote department store as well, i’ll finally have the opportunity to check it out (never been to the one near the university). Then had a turn, and forgetting where i am, headed straight towards Shinjuku.
It was at first strange that after one or two dark and quiet streets suddenly restaurants and bars (most having guys instead of girls on their advertisements, if you get what i mean) started popping up. Wondering just a second i realised that i know where i am, though not necessarily happy about it: the middle of Kabuki-cho, often named the red light district of Tokyo. Until i got out on the Shinjuku side (where there were visibly more girls on the adverts), i was invited pretty enthusiastically to a “massage” salon, a black guy tried to shake my hand (“hey yo Babylon soldier”, first time someone called me that, and though in spite of my hair, i’m not a rastafarian believer, i know what that means and to be honest, it filled me with pride, being called that) all the way to a “good bar”, soon after another offered a place with “really good japanese girls”.
At Shinjuku station the Starbucks’ were already closed, though i’dve liked to have a cocoa-like something. Ended up in a McDonalds, cheap dinner and headed back–this time for security’s sake (it was already almost midnight) by train. Found the hotel and here i am.
Nothing left
Totally worn out after playing dota all night, meaning not a second of sleep, only a cup of coffee keeping me alive as i gather strength to finish my packing and clear my room of all the unnecessary junk. True, the chances of me cleaning my room totally before moving out are limited to choices including significant amount of capital being transferred in a defined time interval onto my bank account. But for now, i have everything i need in my sleepwalking state: coffee, music (though the plug converter for my laptop is dying, so i’ll have to buy that as well when i’m going shopping for electronics—i need a mini amp and a few batteries) and boxes to pack in. Okay, i lack one: space. It’s really hard to move around with my usual chaos and the boxes and the suitcase and the last laundry drying and… Oh well. I guess i should just focus there instead of wasting time online, reading random blogs, being coma-hyper because of the coffee a few minutes ago, and… work, work.
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